Dear God ( 3rd Letter)

Dear God,

God you and I have to talk about this job thing. I know you love to receive praise more than my long list of wants and needs. But I have been searching since April for a job. I have interviewed, and to my knowledge done very well at the interviews. God, I ask before each interview that you would let this be the one. I do not mean to complain, but why have I not yet been blessed with a job? I know you have a plan and things happen when you see fit for them to happen, but God me having a job is not one of my wants, it is a need.

I know I have no right to question you, I mean you are God. But man oh man this is weighing on my mind and heart. Is it revenge God? Do you even do the whole revenge thing?? I think sometimes you are ignoring me as I have ignored you in the past. What am I doing wrong? Should I fast, pray more, or is there nothing I can do because now just is not the time.

I know the Devil is real God, but I know you are more powerful than him. If it is Satan keeping me from finding work then why don't you just knock him out and help me God? I do not understand why I feel like the only sheep that has somehow gotten herself lost? I know I ask alot of questions, and I know I will never get an e-mail or response from you. But man oh man if you would just help me out and somehow show me what direction I need to go I would be so happy.